I'll bring you up to speed.

So here we are in July just a few days before my husbands 21st birthday. It was December the last time I posted anything so I just get everyone up to speed on what has been happening the last few months. We got our taxes back but not even close to the amount we would have needed to get everything we need, me and my husband still don't have a bed. The girls have everything they need and thats the important thing =] we'll get a bed eventually. Our phones were turned off and we cancelled our contract so we wouldn't owe them more and more money but they told us a few time oh if you just wait til next month it'll save you a ton of money because you wont have to pay the cancellation fees so we waited a couple months and then decided we had had enough of that, it was a few days into a new month when we cancelled so we had to pay that months entire bill now they want 1100 dollars from us and have sent us to collections they said they would wait 6 months but they didn't, we were with Alltel and our service suck major for like the last 4 months we had them on because they were switching to the at&t net work, that was a big waste of money (200 dollars a month for phones that didn't work). My husband did finally get a job though I think he was unemployed for two months, I would consider us lucky because a lot of other people go a lot longer with out being able to find a job. I really hope the economy starts doing better and that the government doesn't default on its bills. I don't know what we'd do if we didn't have food stamps and the health insurance for our girls and I know a lot of other families need this help to get by. I don't even want to think what it will be like if all those types of programs put up to help people disappear. We finally sold our old car we were asking eight and we got four, I think that is a complete rip of for A RUNNING CAR but we needed what ever we could get out of it we had lots of offers for just 200 dollars and we just couldn't take that little for it. Now we our so close to having enough money to open up my husbands business it has been hard but so worth it we are both completely excited to get it going another reason I hope the economy doesn't take another big hit. I think they can come to some agreement but I just don't know what kind of agreement so that is also scary. My littlest is about eight months and can sit up on her own now and I am so relieved I was worried for awhile because my oldest was sitting up by the time she was four months old and now she is almost two and being potty trained she seems to like it, and we are going to the zoo for her birthday again. My dad is helping us with the gas money as part of his present to her. We are trying to give our kids everything we didn't have, since I was never allowed to do anything ever I don't think it'll be hard really all we have to do is Love them with all our hearts which we do =] and we would be doing a better job then the people that raised me, even if they think they can make up for it now. I think we are gonna stop at two though, I think its a good number 1 their spoiled 3 theres the middle child syndrome and more than that the youngest seems to get a lot of the attention with two you got the first born and the baby, we thought about trying for a boy again but I just don't think I can be pregnant again. So right now we are all pretty happy and things seem to be going good to me that just means there has to be something just around the corner to wreck it all but my hubby says I need to stop think that way, an optimist and a pessimist I think we work well together I keep him focused and grounded as much as I can and he makes sure I don't sink to low. I can't believe we have been in each others lives for over 6 years now and I hope we are in each others lives for many many more. I Love You Darling!!